December 2010
58 posts
Merry Christmas...
even though I was in a really shitty mood about all of this christmad shit I think it actually went down pretty well(: although we los tour house i came to realize a house is just a house its the people in it that make it what it is. And thank god those people I’m bringing with me to whatever place I decide to call my new home. God bless everyone out there, the homeless, the lonley people,...
Today is December 23rd...
and I just have to say I am not very excited for Christmas..I’m not sure why I’m not but I really don’t look forward to it..maybe its because i don’t have a Christmas tree covered in beautiful lights or lights outside..and won’t have a house by the end of this month..or maybe because I’m no longer a little girl excited to open those Christmas wrapped gifts....
I can't remember the last time I felt this way...
afraid to rest my head on that pillow..afraid of all the thoughts that will over flow my brain…Thoughts that out of know where force tears down my face. I’ve never felt so worthless, so used, I feel like I’ve lost myself in us. And i keep letting it happen. My best friend is upset with me because I don’t listen to him. As if I didn’t have enough on my mind, school...
“I used to get made fun of by these really awful, mean girls who didn’t think I...”
– Lady Gaga. (via tighterthanplastic)
Watchjeshe:
i gotta i gotta… Pocketful of Sunshine!
i miss my home..i miss my mom..i miss my room..i miss my friends…i miss who i was..and i miss my younger years. i haven’t been myself lately..and i don’t know why. I feel like such a failure. I feel like i keep disappointing people. i don’t know who i am and why im here really. I wish i could feel like i used to i feel dirty and trashy i feel like i’ve lost my morals,...
true.
3 years old - “mommy, i love you” 13 years old - “WHATEVER MOM !” 16 years old - “Mom is so damn annoying” 18 years old - “i wanna leave this house!” 25 years old - “Mom, you were right” 30 years old - “i wanna be with my mom again” 50 years old - “i dont want to lose my mom” 70 years old - “i would give up everything for my mom to be here with me”
We only have 1 Mom. Reblog this if you...
You’re not easy to love You’re not easy to love, no-oh You’re not easy to love- You’re not easy to love, no-oh Why is everything, with you so complicated? Why do you make it hard to love you- While I ha—-te it? Cause if you really wanna be alone, I, Would throw my hands up cause baby I tried But everything with you is so complicated, Oh why (Oh why)? Sometimes I get you,...
By The Way
I hate hate hate it when girls call me girl..only stupid dumb ass stuck up bitches call other girls girl!
my names Lizz not girl thankss(:
you know what upsets me most...
the fact that the place you call home can never really be your home, a bank will always own it and it will never really be yours it’ll be taken from you if you can’t pay for it and the memories and dreams you had in side that home are snatched right out of your hands, they don’t care if your homeless on holidays they don’t care if your homeless forever its all about money....
